Sick…I’m sick…not because of illness…I’m sick of myself. People often said, it’s not that hard to fall in love. I don’t even love myself, how am I going to fall in love with someone? I’m getting tired of myself lately, sick and tired for being so emotional.
Yesterday, and today, I’m involved in clash of words with my friends. They are my long long knowing friends, I do appreciate their existance in my life, sincerely and I really treasure our friendship here, yet, I’d wounded the friendship by act like a fool. Interfering into something which I doesn’t belong to, and letting my anger control all over myself. Two arguments in two days with two good friend. I’m sick and tired of myself, acting like someone and regretting later. If both of you can read this, I’m sorry for being who am I to you all, until now…I only bring grief and sadness to you guys…please forgive me for my foolishness and selfishness...
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