Sunday, May 31, 2009

Sing-A-Song

Now I really wanted to sing a song for you, if you could hear it, I hope that it could cheer you up ^^

啊 朋友们请听呀听呀听呀
我唱歌来问候你
有什麼事~情呀情呀情呀
我能够帮助你
在春天夏天并呀并呀并呀
秋天和严冬
我定呀定呀定呀 令呀令呀令你
心呀心呀心欢喜

Snow on Sahara

Is it possible one day there will be a winter season in Sahara? Or, even snowing for 5 minutes? At this moment, I’m just like hoping or praying for something which is impossible to happen.
Are we really living in a place fulfilled with destiny? If yes, where is mine? Feeling stuffy and heavy right now, tonight suppose to be a great night since it’s been sometimes that I spent my whole weekend outdoor instead of sitting at home doing nothing. It’s all started with a short nap, though it’s a really short one but I felt like it seems to be forever for me. I never thought that I’ll dream of her again, this is second time I dreamt of her in just few days, gosh…I knew this is not a good sign, I’m trying so hard not to make the same mistakes again and I had failed to do so. Is my fate really twisting me around? I dare not to think of it anymore.
Anyone could answer me why? Things started went from bad to worse, I never wonder that you could react that way; I just wanna tell you that your friend is there. Perhaps, I begin with good intention but end up with bad ending. I do trust you, you can overcome this. During the way home, I do really want to apologize with you, but the words never came out. I stuttered there, situation went silence. It really made me felt guilty, yet your dear attempt to console me that it’s not my fault for pointing him out there, as you know, it’s my attitude.
I’m really looking forward to any opportunities that could allow me to leave my home grown place even there are lot of things I reluctant to leave it, guess, that’s the only way to heal myself being wounded for so long. For “you” out there, I’m appreciate your presence in my life, the only regret I have is I do not have enough time to appreciate you and the only thing all I had give you is, sadness. Bye…for the one who had occupied my heart for so long…

Saturday, May 30, 2009

4:43 AM

It's NO SURPRISE I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God know we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was NO SURPRISE
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes That's why this comes as no, as NO SURPRISE

That’s the song that I’m listening to right now, though I don’t really understand what’s the song reflecting to or what’s are Daughtry trying to share thru the song, yet I’m fond with it. Look at the clock, it’s pointing at four fourty five right now and the every single tick is telling me to sleep, go to bed right now as it’s time for a normal person to rest. Honestly speaking, I’m tired too yet I’m still fighting with my consciousness to stay awake, with a single purpose, to complete my second online journal ^^.
Initially, I should have started with my weekly entries, but I decided to shift my mind on the very last minute. Erm, let’s started with today, what are the achievements? First, I got lost in a place that I’m quite familiar, codename; Damansara, stupid isn’t it? Passed thru the place every single day, still..I could end up wandering aimlessly there without knowing how to get to my destination. My sole purpose this morning is to send my sister attend interview @ D’mansara Intan, and I shall wait for her at newly launch Tropicana Mall nearby. I never thought that doing shopping alone could be that enjoy, the mall is rather new as it was launched on early this year. I do noticed most of the shop still undergoing the renovation, and there were few shops that really caught my attentions. One of it is Border, it’s not that big compare to other Border outlet that you could find out there, yet I find it’s quite amusing and attractive. That’s the first shop that I set my foot in, all the rack there were neatly arranged and I noticed that not many books were display there, guess, it might be the outlet still new. I started to browse thru the rack, department by department. The books that really caught my attentions are a book with a title, “25 Tropical House in Singapore and Malaysia”. What I do after I unearthed the book is sit down on the couch ready there, and the second element that brought my attention there was, the broadcasting music. I remind myself, remember to ask the shop attendance for the music as I’m quite an absent-minded person. I started to flip that book, what I could expressed out are, “Oh My GOD!” really, really, it never cross my mind before that such houses with those architecture would exist in Malaysia, I still remember it combines of Malay culture along with modern from the west, “Yi-Chi-Ban!!”. With Yi-Chi-Ban information, of course, I still remember to inquire about the music; it’s from Chris Phillips with the album, “The Best of Chris Phillips”. After Border, the second shop brought to my attention is My Story Shop, and the owner wasn’t around. Last shop I remembered that I’d visited before I left is, Nana, it’s a souvenir shop, the uniqueness of this shop is you could tailor made your gift boxes with all the gadgets there, in term of pricing, errrrr……….once a while still affordable geh ^^
Lolx, tick, tack, tick, tack...the sound of typing from my keyboard, and I’m so fond with the typing till the time had reached 5, goshhhhhhh..I shall sleep now; else, I’ll have to listen to unnecessary murmuring from my mom again tomorrow. :s

PS: To someone that I spoken to earlier, I’m sincerely apologizing to you, I never intend to hurt you or bring any harm to you with what I’ve done, yet, it’s already happened. It’s my fault for not able to see it’s coming, anyway, I’m always care for you and wishing all the best will pour on you. May all the ANGELS OF BLESS could perform their dance around you. Take care…

Monday, May 25, 2009

1st

Is it that hard to write a blog? Or it just that I do not have the talents to do so. Anyway, I’m willing to write one as everyone will have their first time in doing everything, or anything? I still remember the ending of “Angels & Demons” which I watched yesterday with few of my frens, hmmm .. “Thanks to GOD that HE had sent you to rescue us”, and I guess I’ll have to interpret that phrase in my circumstances here, “Thanks to GOD, where HE brought us a blog creator”. Just finished googling the definition of blog, it refers to online journal? Somehow, for me it interprets another meaning, perhaps a place or space for me to keep my moments. People normally will say, a picture will bring thousand words, yet, I rarely took picture, so I had to work hard in describing my moments here.
A days before, Saturday, it should be a perfect day for me. It started with a very good morning, went for badminton session with colleague in Kepong, can you imagine? I will drive all the way from Klang to Kepong just to join a badminton session, hahahahaha..am I a bit too obsessed with it? Guess yes, will the answer. Perhaps, it had been too many days with the sports activities, I can’t even lift my hand properly to handle the racquet, end up, I’m losing quite a lot of matches, but I don’t really mind as the process is much important than the results. Alright, it sounds bad huh? Yet, the bad story haven’t ended as I’d thought, during my way home, I’m not too sure why I will take that particular route, it’s freaking long long long long way home. From Kepong went ahead to Rawang, then turn back to Shah Alam before reached Klang, anyway, during the way home it had made me recall so many of my childhood memories. It’d been few years since my last visit to any of the waterfall, and it until now, it had been one of the sweetest memories in my life. Okay, back to main story, finally, after one hour and twenty minutes journey from Kepong, I had reached home, darn tired. Too tired, till I can fall asleep when I sent my car for “car laundry service”, lolx! Erm, why I would say that Saturday would be a perfect day for me? Morning with the badminton session where it’s a sport I enjoyed the most, dinner time went for a Japanese buffet @ Tenji Mont Kiara and that day ended with a movie session with my best friend? Perhaps you might it look quite normal, but for me, it’s already been more than perfect. Anyway, I’m the one who spoilt the day by arriving late in all the activities, I’m really sorry for the one who waited for me there, if you all can see this, I’M SORRY !
Would it be a bit too for someone who just started his first blog? I think yes, a long bored story. I would stop for now, and I’m started to get addicted already at this point of time, looking forward for second session someday sometime in the future, lolx!